It is by total accident that I am here. I really havent considered useing a blog. I will say since the little time I've been here, my atitude had lightened..a little. I have throat cancer and I go through so many different emotions. Tonights was anger..along with a whole lot of confusion. Looking for answers to questions that there are none.

I dont think that I am playing the "victum". Its more that I dont like the reality of things now and I am completely powerless to change it......so back to atitude. Most of the time, I am okay,it is only when like I am tonight...have never felt so lonely, so useless and question my faith.

Thats it for me...thank you